

Ben Olson Author of "Wanderlost" BOOK DESCRIPTION : “Wanderlost” was written on the go, during a month-long train trip Ben Olson took around America. Max Manchester is a 25-year-old anti-hero languishing in poverty, struggling to make it as a writer and suffering from the disenchantment that characterizes post-collegiate life; searching for the soul and substance he feels lacking in his generation. Surrounded by alcoholic pseudo-intellectuals and other members of the “Non-Generation,” Max’s life is spinning out of control. His nights are spent in a drunken blur of barroom philosophy, half-felt sexual encounters and stunted attempts at art. His days consist of butting against the rampant crass pop culture and the world defined by catch-phrase ideology and morally bankrupt politicians waging pointless wars. Finally, one desolate north Idaho winter, as Max’s mailbox slowly fills with rejection slips and he nurses yet another hangover, he’s overcome by a feeling of entrapment. Haunted by fears that his life is wasting away and lured by dreams of one day understanding, he decides to break with the comfort of his home and re-discover a sense of meaning. He escapes. With an Amtrak USA Rail Pass and a pack on his back, Max sets out to find America again, armed with the bitterness of his past and the yearning to find something pure again. He travels around the country, stopping and going from the train as he pleased, hitchhiking and sharing rides with drug runners, gigolos and other strangers of the American road. “Wanderlost” captures the essence of that strange period of life after college and before looming adulthood; when idealism is still a good thing, when one must choose to embrace the often mediocre task of mundane existence, or burn free and live according to the principles of our hearts. It is a coming-of-age tale, a humorous road narrative and an acerbically accurate portrayal of modern America Life in all its beauty and futility, written in a personal uninhibited style of journalistic prose. AUTHOR COMMENTS: This book evolved from years of struggle. Years of gut-wrenching poverty. Years of butting my head against the walls of the mediocre art. For too long I've seen my society, the "greatest society," deflating and dumbing down the masses to fools. I wondered if it was still possible to write a great novel. And if so, was there anyone left to read it? This is not a great novel - it will never be on any best-seller lists. Oprah won't select it for her book club. I don't want her to. I didn't write this for them. I wrote this for the Others of the world - the ones who will never fit into the American version of what's "good" (i.e. what sells). This is a truthful account of a common man's life in a dirty, exploding, apathetic world, and that is why it has merit. I believe in something that will never die - the notion that you can live free in America, and do whatever you want between the poles. Write obscene words, drink whiskey, sleep with loose women, drive fast on the wrong side of the road, stay up til dawn doing cheap drugs, piss on streetcorners, throw rocks through real estate windows, fall in love with ghosts... I live how I want to live, I capture the moments I want to capture, and I know it is Art. I know it is Truth. I am just like you, and I'm so confused. I was born in the wrong era. I should be a pirate of a rum-runner or a goddamn Roman gladiator. Instead I'm just a dipshit among dipshits. A bum inside the gates. I'm just a poor bastard who has read too many great novels and has rejected the American Dream... it means nothing to me now. Who the hell wants to raise a family and get a real job and punch a clock 50 weeks a year? Not me. It's just futile effort and early death. I know I'm full of shit. I know I have my head up my ass, and I know you do too. So be it. There's a literary Renaissance occurring now - people are tired of reading and watching and listening to empty confection. This is my attempt at something real. I didn't write it to make money or become famous... I wrote it because I had to. I wrote it for you. Enjoy it. I'll be dead soon. "WANDERLOST"/BEN's MYSPACE |



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